Only If I Could

I'm chasing, You are running
I'm trying, You avoid
I'm running to you but you are chasing someone else,
It hurts me, but it is the best for you
I understand but it is sigh of relief for you
I want to tell you how I feel
but the words I cannot find
they're all mixed up with my thoughts
that are running through my mind,
You never seem to notice,
The way I love you
My heart would ache even more
but maybe for the good
I just really want to tell you
only if I could.

The Geekz
09:48 pm
22/11/2011

Just Friends.....Even though it hurts

We enjoy each others company
but for the most part, we avoid it.
We pretend there is nothing there.
We're just friends.
Every time we meet, it's awkward at first.
We check our guard and put up the walls.
We're just friends that's all.
We call each other on the phone,
and always have a good excuse for doing so.
Do friends need an excuse?
You remind me that "We must be careful",
"We can't go there", you say.
The rules have been set,
and we live by them.

We sit and talk for hours,
two sets of eyes interlocked
and neither turns away.
I hang on your every word.
Your simple presence in a room,
gives my life a purpose.
Add your voice and a smile,
and I melt away.
The thought of you touching me
makes my body scream out with yearning.
But we're just friends, right?
Why do I feel it's more?
Are we in self-inflicted denial?
Our past hurts have made us so afraid,
We'd rather be lonely than to take that chance again.

I wish I could tell you how I really feel inside.
That I'd be willing to take that chance
To be more than just your friend.
I know you sense this, as I do,
but it's easier to pretend.
Saying it would make it real
and you'd run away and hide from me.

So I'll try and keep the flood gates closed
and be content that you let me be,
Just your friend.

The Geekz
19/11/11
00.30 am

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The Geekz
13/03/2010
23:45 P.M